Life is not easy

I'm afraid of growing up. I'm afraid of being me. I'm afraid of becoming a looser. Of not making my dreams come true. I'm afraid of not being enough to get a chance. I'm afraid of being afraid. Is that even posible?

I wish every little thing get in the place that it belong. And I hope that everything will be different and easier than it is now. Because now, I'm really afraid of everything it could happend. And I hate that.