I'm lost.

I'm still trying to figure me out. Because I don't know what I want. And is so frustrating. I can't even talk about this because I can't stand the question "What are you gonna study?". And is depresive seeing how everybody is really decided, and they are sure and they trust themselves. But I have no confidence in myself. I always think I can't do anything. However, I don't wanna give up without fighting. I'm not sure about anything and I feel alone and lost. I need that somebody tell me "You can do it". I hate that look when people know what I'm thinking to study. Yes, it's my life, but I'm very insecure, and I need the support of my friends and family, and although I know they are gonna encourage me, I need them to tell me that.

At the end, I'm still lost, and have no idea what I'm gonna do now, tomorrow or in ten years from now. So, I'm gonna sleep and try to make a choice. 

I'm not here, I'm not there, I'm nowhere.