Truth

I just realized that if i ever tell people the whole truth about what I think nobody is gonna ever talk to me again. And maybe that is the way it has to be. Because I'm just tired of hiding myself and never telling how I feel. But I don't wanna be even more alone that I am now. I don't wanna feel alone. I know I'm not all alone but sometimes it feels like not even one person think about how it is to be me, with my problems, and my life, and my thoughts. I can't blame them, sometimes I don't think about them, but at least I try. The point is nobody is there when I need them, but I am always there when they need me. Is unfair and stupid, but what can I do about that? Just wait and have hope because sometime things are gonna be better, I'm sure about that.